The Comfortable Dark

12:30 (approx)

Rachel: “I want you to read my blog everyday..”

12:50 (approx)

Rachel: “I want to rape girls, destroy that grace that they had worked so hard to attain.”

1:24 AM

Rachel: “I am the flotsam on the sea, I am the bird in the wind, I am the sea and all of it’s slippery contents.”

Poetic isn’t it?

I was enjoying every minute of this dark tranquility. Dim headlights reveal the path ahead. I strode on observing the bats, flying desperately for comfortable darkness, this darkness had felt safe yet dangerous. I was part of something new. I rested my hand on my blade as a headless horse-riding poltergeist stood before me, arrogant and bitter. It had, to me, a classless air of jealousy that I’m alive and breathing and bitterness that he was cold and dead. My aim wasn’t to play his competition, I only wanted to see a demon cry in pain. Hellhounds encircle me and with one swing of my blade I sent a worthless dog back to hell where it belonged and stopped the oncoming attack that had a dark air of mad fury. With a maneuver I was behind the horseman, splitting a howling dog into two from it’s miserable nose and few others joined that forgotten animal. I fixed my eyes on the headless ghost, he started to gallop towards me at full speed. I sharpened my stare and in a split second I was standing on his shoulders. Without a hint of mercy I plunged my sword into his headless neck as it cried ungodly sounds and vanished into the fiery depths of Hades’ playland. I landed nicely on his horse and I started my long journey home to my castle.

I’d rather associate myself with a vampire than with a human being. This statement is made in agreement with whatever Rachel shared with me just now. Vampires, they just want to have some fun, whereas human beings treat life too seriously. They vy for attention and victory against one another, exuding an air of disgusting stupidity and predictability. I rode on and I feasted my eyes on female vampires, then I noticed one of them, gorgeous and aloof, with one class above the other vampires. I got down and I made my way towards her. There was no need for words, we started to make love. It was dark energy, swirling fast in my mind creating a raging thunderstorm as we moaned for more, then I saw colours, wine red and yellow and blue and white and then an explosion of dark purple as she wanted more, more and more. We sunk our fingers into one another, bled a little, making it even more exciting, finally she screamed dark lust as we sank into tranquility. Colours faded, storm clouds dispersed. I then started on my way again into the darkness…. and back home.

This is the exact picture of my imagination as I was going home just now. Goodnight Singapore.

God and Man

I believe that when God confused man at the Tower of Babel….

He wanted man to find a way against our language barrier.

I believe that when God said the World will end….

He wanted man to find a way out of it.

I believe that God wants man to have His power….

But it will not be given to us easily.

Man were destined to walk against destiny.

But no one would even try.

Harder, Better, Faster, Stronger

I find myself getting stronger and stronger by the day now. Self-actualization is addictive, and I’m loving every minute of it. I’m loving this unstoppable momentum of increasing raw power for conquest. To put it in simplest terms, I’m defeating myself everyday.

My landing in Ngee Ann Polytechnic had definitely not been smooth. CG is not my forte, it is also not my interest and I’m basically not very driven, (of course I tried psyching myself) I may have killed myself when I received the DVFX posting… But that’s not my style. I took it as a challenge to stay a sane and effective human. And it made me stronger (not like Kanye).

All this is thanks to Matthew, Rachel (Siao Mi Mi) and my Bao Bao. Time is flying, I’m in poly, things change, but the things that’ll never go is our sharing of insights over midnight liquor in the house watching movies (with Matthew) followed by being idiots and still sharing heavy insights stepping on “only specific coloured tiles!” with dearest Siao Mi Mi who have been strong about life so far and hasn’t been beaten down yet and will not be. Last but definitely not least, all the random imagining to be superheroes, talking about x-rated things and the classic three-year old syndromes with my sex bomb will never change. I guess this is becoming the introduction to the closest people I have around me but that’s not the point, thanks to their insights, I now fear not the world that lie ahead.

I refuse to write about negative things today. My ass is fuckin’ burnt sitting here for so damn long. Goodnight Singapore. (Sorry, morning it is) 2:56 AM, Saturday, 16th of May.

Swine Flu?

Pigs are cute. Humans are bleah. Except the girls.

 

I won’t tell you about how I came to school at 9, was late maybe (likely), ate sushi, watched TV (all rhymed, fantastic) and went to sleep. Uninteresting. At least for me. I will talk about swine flu and how you shouldn’t “f*cking blame the pigs” (they’re so cute). I will talk about superheroes and how I’d love to be a blue power ranger. I will joke (if you’re lucky). I might be boringly philosophical. I will talk about juicy makan places me and my girlfriend had set out to find (1 only so far T.T). We won’t be deterred! But we will be uhh…  fattened (sorry dear). Last but not least (in fact I’ll be damned if this one is least), I’ll post assignments………. Okay so! Stay tuned to youverydelizioso and your mom will be most bedazzled and intellectually entertained and she won’t spank you for not being an intellectually entertaining child. Yes children, welcome c-h-i-l-d-r-e-n, and go away if you can’t have fun to save your miserable life (cause Uncle James is buying everyone toys today!).

And if you think that this is just another waste-of-time-oh-so-useless-vulgar-maybe-inspiring-but-most-of-the-time-bullshit blog, you were right (and this bullshit blog’s gonna ace my module trust me). And to sum up my week? Utterly amazing. Goodnight Singapore.

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